hepi bed-de bang alfath…

today, three years ago in the morning around 0815hrs at tanjung pinang general hospital, bintan island – indonesia, was born a baby boy of 50cm tall and 2.65kg in weight, named ahmad alfathi zahyawie zubinof. ahmad; because he is the first son of the family and also has meaning ‘more commendable’. alfathi; means conqueror in arabic, hoping he will always able to overcome any problem and win for the best. bang alfath, we do not realize it has three years already, you have and will always brighten our days, even some time there was anger but will disappear in moment and we will feel sorry. for all the thing you have done so far, there was no regret, all you did will be kept in our mind forever. in your 2,8 years old you have a younger sister, then you some time started act jealously but in other time you showed how you love her so. sometime when ayah in work, bunda send sms told that she had not do anything for house work, even have not got lunch nor dinner since you stopping her for any movement and most of time it was a silly thing; you arranged her pose and only want bunda to be like statue… when bunda made any movement – event so little and soft, you will start yelling and crying so loud. when you are so angry, you will eventually throw and bang the thing near you or bang your had to the wall or floor… it hurts you bang, but you are in emotion. in most of the time of when i am alone, often will remembering you; your silly act till the smart act that we have never realize that you can do it… by the way… today is your 3rd birth day, do not know what we will give you as a gift… because you are a ‘gift’ for us. there will be no cake to celebrate since i could not manage to get it for you now. we could only wish you all the best and please always to be in the way of our god - ALLAH SWT… hepi bed-day ‘happy birthday’ bang alfath… many happy returns ---from ayah, bunda & dek thifa